Allah’s Provision

I feel anxious, thinking about whether my shopping will be enough to last until the end of this month... Allah SWT is testing me with many financial responsibilities that I must bear... yet, I remain grateful for His blessings, especially for granting me life so that I may continue living...

I received news that brought great joy to my wife regarding the sustenance she has been granted... I am thankful to You, ya Allah... that provision belongs to my wife; I have no right to ask for it even when I am facing hardship... it would be forbidden for me to ask, when it is my obligation to give...

I seek refuge in You, ya Allah, and I surrender myself completely to You in whatever test You place upon me... I do not spend on myself, but I spend on my family... I do not wish to ask my father for help; let me endure this myself... day after day, my mind feels troubled...

Yet Allah SWT alone is the Provider of sustenance... I received some provision - though not much, it was sufficient for me to last until the end of the month... not only that, my child achieved excellent results (Mumtaz) in the PSRA examination... Allahu Akbar, I am grateful to You, ya Allah... I was also informed that my salary was credited earlier today... however, I will not touch that money, as it is meant for my monthly commitments...

Allah SWT continues to grant me life so that I may carry on the remainder of my existence in this world... indeed, I must seek wealth to survive in today’s world, but I must also seek Allah SWT by fulfilling my responsibilities towards Him... this era is an era of deception and slander... may Allah SWT protect us...

today, I went to service my Proton at LonG Puncak Alam because the rear power window was not functioning... the appointment was made last Wednesday... it was also a form of sustenance from Allah SWT - it only required a software reset, and no payment was charged... according to the foreman, there are only 2 possible causes for power window issues: software problems or a weak battery... the car battery is still in good condition... thank you, ya Allah...