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Dec 31, 2020

The End Chapter of Vision 2020

Vision 2020 was introduced on 28 February 1991 as a national vision by Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad... it was presented in a working paper titled “Malaysia: The Way Forward”, with the aim of transforming Malaysia into a fully developed nation by the year 2020... the vision outlined 9 key challenges that encompassed all aspects of national life, including moral, economic, political, and social dimensions... the core principle of this policy was holistic development, with strong emphasis placed on racial unity and social cohesion among Malaysians... the challenges to achieving the vision are as follows:

  • to build a united Malaysian nation...
  • to create a psychologically liberated, secure, and confident society...
  • to foster and develop a mature democratic society...
  • to establish a fully moral and ethical society...
  • to develop a mature, liberal, and tolerant society...
  • to build a progressive and scientific society...
  • to create a caring and compassionate society...
  • to ensure an economically just and equitable society...
  • to nurture and build a prosperous society...

I still remember that time vividly - I was only in form 2, and the year 2020 already felt like a symbol of the future and modernity, especially in terms of technology... in my young mind, 2020 represented an era of advanced innovation, shaped not only by what we were taught, but also by the many films that portrayed the millennium as a world filled with sophisticated technology and futuristic possibilities... those early impressions left a lasting sense of curiosity and expectation about how technology would shape the world ahead...

perhaps if Tun Mahathir had remained prime minister until today, the vision might have been realized more fully as imagined... however, leadership transitioned over time, with different prime ministers taking the helm... when the long‑awaited year finally arrived, what I had once envisioned felt rather ordinary... indeed, there have been remarkable advancements in technology, but some of the futuristic ideas I once imagined - like flying cars - have yet to become a reality...

what truly caught my attention in the year 2020 was not advanced technology or futuristic innovation, but the sudden emergence of COVID‑19 - and with it, a completely new life experience known as the movement control order... it was a turning point that reshaped my daily routines, challenged my resilience, and changed the way we lived, worked, learned, and interacted with one another...

COVID‑19 Cases

Malaysia recorded its first COVID‑19 cases on 25 January 2020, involving travelers from Wuhan, China... after an initial slow rise, cases surged sharply in March 2020 following a large religious gathering, marking the start of widespread community transmission... by August 2020, Malaysia had recorded over 9,000 confirmed cases, with most patients recovering and the fatality rate remaining relatively low compared to global averages... the Ministry of Health conducted extensive testing, contact tracing, and daily public briefings to keep the population informed and to manage the outbreak effectively.

Preventive Measures

to curb the spread of COVID‑19, Malaysians were encouraged to practice strict preventive measures, including frequent handwashing, wearing face masks in public, maintaining physical distancing, avoiding mass gatherings, and staying at home whenever possible... these measures were widely promoted by the Ministry of Health and became part of everyday life, significantly helping to flatten the infection curve during critical periods...

Phases of the Movement Control Order

The movement control order was first enforced nationwide on 18 March 2020... it went through several phases:
  • movement control order (18 March to 12 May 2020): strict movement restrictions, closure of schools, offices, places of worship, and non‑essential businesses...
  • conditional movement control order (May to June 2020): gradual reopening of economic sectors under strict SOPs...
  • recovery movement control order (June to December 2020): further relaxation of restrictions, while maintaining health protocols...
  • enhanced movement control order: applied to specific high‑risk areas with complete lockdowns...

these phases were crucial in controlling infection rates and preventing healthcare systems from being overwhelmed... as a result, I shared fewer activities on this blog throughout 2020, mainly due to time constraints and the challenges brought about by the movement control order... the restrictions and adjustments required during that period limited opportunities for regular updates, making it a quieter year for content sharing compared to previous years...

Nov 23, 2020

12th Wedding Anniversary

12 years of walking side by side - through laughter and tears, ease and challenges - have woven a beautiful journey of love, patience, and understanding... with each passing year, the bond has grown stronger, grounded in trust, shared memories, and unwavering commitment... may this anniversary be a gentle reminder of how far you have come together, and a celebration of the many more chapters still waiting to be written with love, gratitude, and faith...

Nov 22, 2020

Soorarai Pottru

Soorarai Pottru is a powerful and inspiring Tamil‑language film that tells the story of determination, courage, and the courage to dream beyond limitations... released in 2020 and directed by Sudha Kongara, the film stars Suriya as Nedumaaran Rajangam, a man who dares to challenge an elite aviation industry with the vision of making air travel affordable for the common people... inspired by the real‑life journey of Captain G.R. Gopinath, founder of India’s first low‑cost airline, the movie beautifully portrays perseverance in the face of resistance, failure, and societal barriers... with its emotional depth, strong performances, and meaningful message, Soorarai Pottru stands as a celebration of resilience, innovation, and the belief that ordinary people can achieve extraordinary change...


Nov 6, 2020

Our Kitten

we welcomed a kitten into our home and named him Red - a heartfelt thank you to Nur Juliana Azhari for entrusting this adorable little one to us... he is absolutely cute, and the name Red was chosen because we are YNWA at heart... this marks the beginning of a new chapter as we start caring for a pet cat, a wish lovingly requested by Azim and Abyana, bringing even more joy and responsibility into our family life...


Oct 16, 2020

Therapy with Abang Mahdi

I received a police travel permission letter during the movement control order for medical purposes, allowing me to attend today’s appointment at Ara Damansara Medical Centre to have my bandages removed... this marked the beginning of what is expected to be the most painful phase of recovery - the physiotherapy sessions that will follow... later, I proceeded to Abang Mahdi’s place for therapy to help loosen muscles and tendons that had been inactive for nearly 6 weeks, taking another step forward in the healing journey...

Abyana 9th

happy birthday, my dear Abyana... from the depths of our hearts, we thank Allah SWT for blessing us with you... watching you grow into a kind, gentle, and thoughtful child fills our days with joy and purpose... may Allah SWT always protect you, guide your steps, soften your heart with iman, and bless you with good health, knowledge, and happiness... continue to shine with your beautiful smile, keep learning, keep dreaming, and always remember that you are deeply loved - today and always...

Oct 15, 2020

Surah Al-Takwir

Abyana completed her memorization of Surah At‑Takwir, verses 1 to 29, a powerful chapter that vividly describes the events of the Day of Judgment... this surah reminds us of the dramatic changes that will occur when the universe as we know it comes to an end - the sun darkened, the stars scattered, and every soul made fully aware of its deeds... beyond its striking imagery, Surah At‑Takwir calls upon humanity to reflect, to choose the path of truth, and to recognize that the Al-Quran is a clear reminder for those who seek guidance... through this memorization, we are reminded that true success lies not only in learning the verses, but in understanding their message and allowing them to shape our faith, character, and actions...

Oct 10, 2020

House of Kambing

House of Kambing at MAEPS Serdang is a unique farm‑style restaurant located at Jalan MAEPS 4/1, 43000 Kajang, Selangor, offering a relaxed dining experience surrounded by greenery and livestock... the restaurant operates daily from 11:00 am to 6:00 pm, except on Fridays, making it a popular spot for lunch and early dinner... well known for its lamb‑focused menu, the signature dishes include Kambing Bakar, Kambing Crispy, Sup Kambing, Nasi Goreng Kambing, and Nasi Kukus Kambing Bakar, all praised for generous portions and the absence of any strong gamey smell... from our experience, the food is flavourful, satisfying, and reasonably priced, while the open‑air farm ambience makes it an enjoyable place for us to dine comfortably and return again..

Oct 4, 2020

Motorola

this was the very first mobile phone I ever owned - though I can no longer remember the exact year... I bought it using my salary savings, back when I was on a Maxis prepaid line... the original battery was noticeably large and heavy, so when thinner batteries became available at phone shops, I kept the original one aside... making calls required careful timing, which was why public phones were still my go‑to option... the charger was unique - it could charge either the phone or the battery, but not both at the same time... I always carried 2 slim batteries as backup; whenever one ran out, I would simply swap it for the other... once upon a time, those who lived through this era will surely understand - we were all part of the same generation...

Oct 1, 2020

Slow and Steady

moving slow and steady feels more appropriate at this stage of life, as patience itself becomes a daily challenge... there was a moment when I was scolded simply for asking where the prayer room was, yet I chose to remain silent and distance myself... someone else later guided me kindly to the surau... the moral of the story is simple - there is no need to prolong matters unnecessarily... in short, when faced with difficulty, seek an alternative path and choose patience as the wiser solution...

Sep 25, 2020

Seeking Forgiveness

seeking forgiveness from Allah SWT is a profound act of humility and hope... no matter how great our mistakes may be, the door of repentance is always open, for Allah SWT is Most Merciful and Most Forgiving... by turning back to Him with sincerity, acknowledging our shortcomings, and resolving to improve, we cleanse our hearts and strengthen our faith... seeking forgiveness is not a sign of weakness, but a reminder that true peace and guidance come from returning to Allah SWT with a repentant heart...

Sep 16, 2020

Our Mind

we are born with a powerful mind safeguarded within us, and no matter how little we may own, we are never truly poor... this is because our brain, our thoughts, and our ideas can never be stolen... what you carry in your mind is far more valuable than gold - it is the source of growth, innovation, and transformation... when you believe in the strength of your thinking, you unlock limitless potential... invest in your mind, nurture your ideas, and never underestimate the power within you, for true wealth begins from how you think...

Sep 12, 2020

The Results

the total cost of the surgery amounted to RM15,848.70, which was fully covered by my Prudential Insurance... upon discharge, I was prescribed several medications as part of the recovery process, including Augmentin 625 mg twice daily for seven days, Etoricoxib (Arcoxia) 90 mg once daily for seven days, Norgesic two tablets three times daily for fourteen days, Pantoprazole (Controloc) 40 mg twice daily for seven days, and Reparil (Amorphous Aescin) 20 mg three times daily for seven days, to support healing, manage pain, and prevent infection... 


Sep 11, 2020

Surgery - Right Little Finger

the surgery on my right little finger was successfully completed after a 2‑hour procedure, from 3:00 pm to 5:00 pm, performed by Dr. Loke Yean Hwe at Ara Damansara Medical Centre... a supporting metal plate was inserted to stabilize the fracture, and I will be staying overnight for observation... kindly keep me in your prayers for a smooth and speedy recovery - thank you... unfortunately, I was unable to celebrate Azim’s birthday in person and could only send my wishes, and during this Covid‑19 season, I also had to go through this journey without any companion due to hospital restrictions...

Azim 11th

may this special day be filled with laughter, joy, and beautiful moments surrounded by the love of us... you are growing into a kind, bright, and wonderful young person, and we are so proud of you... may Allah SWT bless you with good health, happiness, success in your studies, and a heart full of gratitude... continue to be a source of joy to us and everyone around you... enjoy your day and all the wonderful years ahead, dear Azim...

Sep 9, 2020

Kasyidi BHM

it was a pleasant encounter meeting my former BHM student, Ahmad Kasyidi Ismail, aboard the LRT on the way to Gombak... it has been eight years since he completed his graduation at UNITAR, making the brief meeting a meaningful reminder of the journey he take beyond his university years and the enduring connections formed along the way...

Sep 4, 2020

Gopeng Glamping Park

Gopeng Glamping Park is a nature‑based retreat located at Lot 10846, Jalan Besar, Kampung Chulek, 31600 Gopeng, Perak, offering a comfortable glamping experience amid lush greenery, rivers, and surrounding hills... you may contact the park via phone at +60 13‑240 8857 or email gopengglampingpark@gmail.com for enquiries and reservations... accommodation options include Double Tents for couples, Quad Tents for families or small groups, and Deluxe Group Tents that can host up to eight guests, all designed to combine comfort with a close‑to‑nature experience... the park is also well known for its wide range of outdoor and adventure activities such as white‑water rafting on Sungai Kampar, waterfall abseiling, ATV rides, jungle trekking, sunset hiking, and team‑building programmes, making it an ideal destination for us...








Wife... Husband...

a wife is the adornment of this world,
a husband is the sky that shelters her...
a wife is a field where seeds are sown,
and a husband is the fence that protects it...

Sep 3, 2020

Dusun Bonda

Dusun Bonda is a tranquil nature retreat nestled in the greenery located at Lot 2121 (2996), Jalan Ulu Tamu, Kampung Orang Asli Gurney, Ulu Tamu, 44300 Batang Kali, Selangor... surrounded by lush orchards and a peaceful rural landscape, it offers a refreshing escape from the bustle of city life... designed for comfort while embracing the simplicity of nature, it is an ideal venue for our gatherings... with its serene atmosphere and natural charm, it provides a space to relax, reconnect, and create meaningful memories in a calm and welcoming environment... for reservations or enquiries, please contact them via email at dusunbonda.reservation@gmail.com or reach them through WhatsApp at +60 12‑6633 667...










Sep 1, 2020

Homeopathy

these homeopathic medicines from MPHM are intended to support internal healing and recovery is granted only with the permission of Allah SWT... from a traditional homeopathic perspective, Symphytum 30 is commonly associated with supporting bone healing and recovery after fractures, Calc Phos 8X is believed to aid bone strength, tissue repair, and overall vitality, while Ruta Graveolens 30 is traditionally used to support the healing of tendons, ligaments, and joints, especially after strain or injury... while such remedies are used to complement the body’s natural healing process, true and complete healing comes only by the will of Allah SWT...

Aug 28, 2020

Let’s Practice

let’s try this exercise - it is simple, easy to practice, and suitable for everyone... there is no harm in giving it a try, especially when it is done for our well-being... this exercise helps improve blood circulation, enhances flexibility and joint movement, and gently strengthens the muscles when practiced regularly... it also helps reduce stress by relaxing both the body and mind, while promoting overall health and an active lifestyle... small efforts like this, when done consistently, can bring meaningful benefits to our physical and mental well-being...

Aug 27, 2020

Fractured Right Little Finger

whatever trial befalls us, we must learn to accept it, for it is part of His divine decree... this incident occurred while I was returning home from work in Kelana Jaya at around 5:45 pm, when I was struck by a motorcycle riding against the traffic flow... an x-ray later confirmed a fracture to my right little finger, and I had to be referred to the emergency department at Sungai Buloh Hospital... I was granted medical leave until 9 September... one gentle reminder to all motorcyclists: please avoid riding against the traffic - it endangers lives... I have forgiven the person involved and hope this serves as a lesson for him... as for myself, I choose to stay strong...

Aug 21, 2020

WeddingsBy Puteri

this concept, curated by WeddingsBy Puteri, embraces a lush forest theme for the wedding celebration of Mohsein Al Yahya and Sharifah Nurul Ain, held in Simpang Durian, Jelebu on 22 August 2020... inspired by the serenity and beauty of nature, the design reflects harmony, elegance, and timeless charm... this reception marks the celebration hosted by the groom’s family, thoughtfully brought to life through natural elements and refined styling...

Aug 17, 2020

Now... Past...

today, we are fully aware of the effectiveness of modern technology... almost everything is now conducted online - from payments, registration, learning, meetings, and interviews, to many other daily activities... there are also situations where technology is used alongside traditional, face-to-face practices... we are already living beyond the era envisioned as Vision 2020; there is little need to keep looking backward in terms of progress... however, when it comes to our past sins, we should never neglect to look back... repent sincerely to Allah SWT, take lessons from past mistakes, and let those shortcomings become a catalyst for positive change... as time passes, we grow older - not younger... no matter how advanced technology becomes in making us appear youthful, our age continues to increase, and the moment of death is known only to Allah SWT...

Aug 12, 2020

Playsafe

in today’s working world, employees often feel the need to play safe just to avoid being dismissed by their employers... we carefully watch our actions, our words, and our performance to secure our position... but have we ever paused to think about playing safe so that we are not dismissed in the Hereafter? one of the simplest yet most powerful safeguards is to take care of our prayers... and if we have ever missed them, let us make up for what we can - sincerely and to the best of our ability...

Jul 12, 2020

Mohsein and Ain's Wedding

we travelled together to Batu Pahat to celebrate a wedding reception on Ain’s family side, sharing joy and happiness on this special occasion... the gathering was filled with warmth, togetherness, and meaningful moments with family and loved ones... may the bond between the newlyweds remain strong and blessed, and may their relationship last a lifetime...


Jul 4, 2020

YNWA

I haven’t been posting much during the movement control order, as I have been spending most of my time at home with my family... our days were filled with watching Tamil movies together, attending online classes, and taking care of household chores... it was a simple routine, but one that allowed us to focus on family time and adapt to the new normal in a meaningful way...

Jun 27, 2020

VVD

I recently took a fun personality test to see which football player matches me, and the result was completely unbelievable - it turned out to be Virgil van Dijk, a Liverpool player... as a Liverpool supporter, the result made it even more exciting and memorable, adding a fun twist to my day and giving me another reason to smile...

Jun 26, 2020

Munir 43th

I celebrated my birthday at Jibby East, Taman Melati, enjoying a warm and stylish dining experience surrounded by great food and good company... the celebration was made even more special by their signature dishes, including the flavourful Shakshouka, tender Middle Eastern‑inspired lamb dishes, hearty all‑day breakfast platters, and indulgent desserts such as Kunafa... the combination of a cozy ambience, generous portions, and well‑crafted flavours made it a memorable birthday celebration and a perfect place to mark a special occasion...






YNWA

today’s online class had a special Liverpool‑themed background, and I was proudly wearing my Liverpool shirt as well... this day made it even more meaningful, marking a memorable moment both personally and as a Liverpool supporter... thank you to everyone who took the time to send birthday wishes - it truly made the day extra special... you’ll never walk alone...

The Best Ever Moment

Naja shared a post on the morning of my birthday to celebrate a truly special moment - Liverpool being crowned champions on my birthday... it made the day even more meaningful, combining a personal celebration with a historic achievement for the club... the gesture added to the joy and made the birthday memory extra memorable, especially as a Liverpool supporter... Liverpool were officially crowned English Premier League champions after Chelsea defeated Manchester City 2-1... this result mathematically confirmed Liverpool as the EPL winners, ending 30‑year wait for a league title...

Jun 14, 2020

Ala-Ala Raya 2020

we had the opportunity to travel across state borders after obtaining official permission from the police to celebrate Hari Raya in Jelebu, even though it was already beyond the third week of Syawal... nevertheless, it was still considered part of the festive season, making the visit meaningful and special as we continued to cherish the spirit of Raya with family and loved ones...



Jun 10, 2020

Viral Content

everyone seems to be afraid of hearing news about the Coronavirus, yet when it comes to listening to or spreading viral content - especially the negative kind - they eagerly pass it along without hesitation... this kind of behaviour does nothing to help reduce new cases; instead, it only contributes to more problems... it reminds me of an old line from classic Hindi movies that we rarely hear these days - well done, Betey...

Jun 7, 2020

Political Wrestler

anyone who watched wrestling back in the 1980s knows how legendary it was... some wrestlers from the golden era have passed away, while others are still alive today... wrestlers competed for championship belts, aiming to become champions within their respective categories... some played dirty, some took advantage when strong opponents became weak, some pretended to help only to attack later, and others acted as instigators, waiting for the right moment to win... in reality, all of this was carefully planned by wrestling management... the audience cheered, reacted emotionally, and got fully invested in the wrestlers’ performances, which were so convincing that they felt real...

even today, wrestling continues with new wrestlers, each carrying their own manifesto to attract followers and supporters... this may sound like a story about wrestling, but in truth, it closely resembles modern politics... people should not get overly emotional - citizens are like wrestling spectators: they pay to enter, but remain outside the ring... they can bring banners, criticize, shout, or insult, but do the wrestlers really care? reflect on this and avoid becoming too fanatical... if you truly want to be a champion, then enter politics and compete by political rules... until then, enjoy watching the political wrestling show - and stay cool...

Jun 6, 2020

Jus Lega

I made this myself for personal use only, not for sale, and I am truly satisfied with the result because it is my own handmade creation... I know exactly the quality and purity of the ingredients used, which gives me confidence and peace of mind...