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Married to Najahah Benyahya, and blessed with two children, Azim Danial Barakbah and Abyana Barakbah

Apr 28, 2022

Sahur

watching Abyana doze off at the table during sahur reminded me of my own childhood days, when I would often fall asleep at the front table while waiting for sahur to end... seeing her innocent behaviour brought back those simple yet meaningful memories, and I couldn’t help but smile as I reminisced about those moments from the past... the scene felt familiar and comforting, a gentle reminder of how certain experiences repeat across generations, creating shared memories filled with warmth, nostalgia, and quiet joy...

Apr 24, 2022

K.G.F: Chapter 2

K.G.F: Chapter 2 is a, Indian Kannada‑language period action film directed by Prashanth Neel, serving as the continuation of K.G.F: Chapter 1... the film stars Yash in the lead role as Rocky, alongside Sanjay Dutt as the formidable antagonist Adheera, with Raveena Tandon portraying Prime Minister Ramika Sen and Srinidhi Shetty reprising her role as Reena... picking up from the events of the first chapter, the story follows Rocky’s rise to absolute power as he takes full control of the Kolar Gold Fields, facing enemies from within and beyond... driven by ambition, dominance, and survival, K.G.F: Chapter 2 explores themes of power, loyalty, revenge, and destiny through intense action, larger‑than‑life visuals, and a gripping narrative that cements Rocky’s legacy as a feared and legendary figure...


Apr 23, 2022

Red Yearly Vaccine

I took Red for his annual vaccination, along with his deworming and flea treatment, at our regular and trusted place - none other than Nadia Clinic, Saujana Utama... as usual, the visit went smoothly, ensuring that he stays healthy, protected, and well cared for as part of his routine veterinary care...


Apr 22, 2022

Homeopathic Treatment

I had the opportunity to meet Dr. Avanish Shukla, a homeopathic practitioner at the Global Homeopathy Centre, located at No. 14, Jalan USJ 11/3J, 47620 Subang Jaya, Selangor... the session provided valuable insight into homeopathic treatment and its holistic approach to health and well‑being... it is important to note that visits to the centre are conducted strictly by prior appointment, ensuring personalized consultation and focused care for each patient...


The primary purpose of this visit was to seek treatment for the 3 common conditions - diabetes, high blood pressure, and high cholesterol - the purpose of my attempt to use homeopathy is as a preventive care measure should I develop these three interrelated conditions... the homeopathic approach begins with a comprehensive understanding of one’s overall condition, including medical history, dietary habits, physical activities, and even spiritual well‑being... based on this holistic assessment, Dr. Avanish prescribed medication to be taken over a one‑month period, after which a full blood test will be conducted to obtain accurate readings of internal organ functions...

Four types of medication were provided: a diabetes remedy to be taken each morning before meals, a cholesterol remedy to be taken after dinner, a hereditary‑related medication taken at night following a specific schedule, and eye drops administered before bedtime... the initial focus of this treatment is to restore and improve internal organ function, with progress to be evaluated through blood test results after one month before continuing the next phase of treatment... personally, my intention is to commit to long‑term follow‑up treatment, whether over 3 months, 6 months, or even a year, with the ultimate goal of restoring internal health and achieving sustainable well‑being...

Apr 20, 2022

Invigilation

while examinations for other programmes were conducted online, the accounting programme was the only one required to sit for the exam physically... as a result, I had to be present on campus to invigilate the examination session... the exam running from 2:30 pm to 5:30 pm, and my role was to ensure that the examination proceeded smoothly, fairly, and in accordance with regulations... despite the different mode of assessment compared to other programmes, the session was well managed and proceeded without any major issues... 

About Zakat

I had the opportunity to attend a session with Ustaz Masrol Mohd Rasid from Lembaga Zakat Selangor (LZS), who shared insightful reflections on the importance and benefits of fulfilling zakat obligations... through his talk, he highlighted how zakat purifies wealth, strengthens faith, and plays a vital role in supporting those in need, while also fostering social responsibility and unity within the community... the session served as a meaningful reminder of zakat’s significance, not only as a religious duty but also as a powerful instrument for societal well‑being...

Apr 18, 2022

Alor Setar is Congested

today was a relaxed and restful day spent mostly at home... I took the opportunity to sit down and have long, meaningful conversations with Walid, enjoying the simple comfort of each other’s company... around noon, we headed out briefly to Aman Central for a casual stroll... Abyana, as always, happily seized the chance to take photos - she truly loves being in front of the camera... with Azim currently in the hostel, it naturally meant extra bonding and affection for my dear daughter... later, we stopped by Mr DIY to pick up some household necessities for Walid before returning home at around 2:00 pm... the rest of the afternoon was spent resting and continuing our heartfelt chats, making the day feel calm, warm, and fulfilling...

in the late afternoon, we headed out to look for something to eat, and of course, PKNK prawn fritters were a must... prices are understandably higher these days - everything seems to be going up - but thankfully, Kedah prices are still more reasonable compared to Kuala Lumpur... there is little that can be done as such increases are beyond our control... yesterday, we also placed an order for Arab cuisine from Chef Amar, who used to be a chef at Arabian Delight Restaurant and now runs a modest stall near MyDin Alor Setar... we ordered four Chicken Mendy, one Lamb Mendy, one regular Arabic shawarma, and one special shawarma... the Mendy rice was truly satisfying and full of flavour, though the shawarma was heavily loaded with sauce - almost reminiscent of roti John - a fun twist but perhaps lacking that original Arabic touch... 

as usual, the night concluded with Tarawih and Witr prayers in congregation together... all praise be to Allah SWT for granting us the opportunity to fast and worship here in peace and gratitude... tomorrow, we will begin our journey back to Selangor at 7:30 am, carrying along meaningful moments and a thankful heart...

Apr 17, 2022

Back to Alor Setar

I had the opportunity to return to Alor Setar and observe the fast together with Walid, a moment that felt both peaceful and meaningful... after performing the Subuh prayer, I took a short one‑hour rest before getting ready, and we set off at 8:30 am... as a precaution, a COVID‑19 test was carried out before breaking fast the day before... the result was negative, allowing the journey and time together to proceed with reassurance and peace of mind... throughout the journey, the drive was remarkably smooth with no traffic congestion at all... we only made a brief stop at the R&R Gunung Semanggol area, making the trip comfortable and pleasant from start to finish...




this time, we brought only Abyana along, as Azim is currently staying in the hostel... the drive was taken at a relaxed pace, keeping within the speed limit and enjoying the journey... upon arriving in Alor Setar, our first stop was to visit the grave of Mak... it has become a meaningful routine for us - whenever we return here, paying our respects and meeting Mak first is something we never miss...




this year marks 19 years since Mak returned to Allah SWT, and every Ramadhan seems to bring her presence closer to my heart... somehow, her familiar scent always feels near, bringing a sense of calm and quiet comfort... we stopped briefly at Pekan Rabu to buy some souvenirs before heading straight to Walid’s house, where the afternoon was spent sharing conversations and cherished moments together...

as expected, Alor Setar was heavily congested, especially when buying food for iftar around 5:30 pm, forcing us to take the residential routes... we were grateful to break our fast and later perform Tarawih and Witr prayers together, completing 8 rakaat plus 3 for the night... afterward, we took a leisurely walk around Stadium Alor Setar Raya Eid Bazaar, simply enjoying the atmosphere and the lively crowd...




we did not feel like lingering there for too long, so we headed straight to Taman Koperasi to enjoy a plate of char kuey teow with cockles... this place is well known for its rich and satisfying flavour, and it is conveniently located close to Walid’s house... we also tried char kuey teow Iman, though it was not quite to our liking as it felt a bit too oily, even though others might enjoy it... char kuey teow Joned still tasted good as usual, although the dining area itself was not particularly comfortable...


by 10:30 pm, we were already heading home, as Abyana is the type who sleeps early... it was time to rest and unwind after a long yet fulfilling day... truly, it felt wonderful and refreshing to be back in Alor Setar, a return that brought comfort, familiar routines, and a deep sense of contentment...

Apr 16, 2022

Hardcopy to Softcopy

starting a new system can be challenging, and it naturally takes time for everyone to adapt to these changes... traditionally, examination scripts were printed, marked manually, and stored as hard copies in the document room... now, the process is shifting toward marking scripts digitally, compressing them into files, and securely storing them on the server... the same transition applies to teaching materials, where all teaching documents will gradually move to softcopy formats in the future... similarly, the HR department should no longer require employees to submit the same certificates repeatedly; instead, all documents should be converted from hardcopy to softcopy, with staff only updating their latest certificates when necessary... most importantly, as we embrace this digital transformation, it is crucial to ensure that the server is well‑secured to protect data integrity, confidentiality, and long‑term accessibility...

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Apr 15, 2022

SRITI School Prefects 2022

Abyana has once again been appointed as a school prefect for the year 2022, reflecting the trust and confidence placed in her character and leadership... the prefect appointment ceremony was held during the morning session, marking a meaningful moment as she officially received her letter of appointment... this recognition serves as encouragement for her to continue demonstrating responsibility, discipline, and good example among her peers...

Apr 13, 2022

Red

Red is growing up so quickly, and his adorable personality is becoming even more obvious... as he matures, he has turned into an incredibly affectionate and clingy companion, always seeking attention and warmth... watching Red grow not only shows how time flies, but also how his loving nature continues to fill the house with comfort and joy...

Apr 8, 2022

Abyana's Second Dose of Pfizer

Abyana has successfully completed her second dose of the Pfizer COVID‑19 vaccine, marking the final stage of her vaccination programme for children... this dose is especially important as it strengthens and prolongs immune protection, helping her body build a more robust defence against COVID‑19... the Pfizer vaccine for children is administered in a carefully controlled, age‑appropriate dosage, ensuring both safety and effectiveness based on medical guidance... with the completion of the second dose, Abyana is now better protected, contributing not only to her personal well‑being but also to a safer environment for family, school, and the wider community...

Apr 7, 2022

MQA Cyberjaya

today, Amri, Prof. Hassan, Prof. Rohaya, and I visited the Malaysian Qualifications Agency (MQA) in Cyberjaya to discuss several academic programmes, namely BHM, BBA, Fintech, MBA, and DBA, with MQA officers in conjunction with their Customer Engagement Day... the session was very fruitful, as we gained valuable updates and clarity on several current matters related to programme accreditation and requirements... to top it off, we were pleasantly surprised with some dates as a thoughtful gesture, making the visit even more memorable...




Apr 5, 2022

RTK Test

before Azim’s admission into the hostel, an RTK (Rapid Test Kit) COVID‑19 test was required as part of the entry procedures... during the registration process, Azim underwent the RTK test using a kit provided by the school, as it was one of the conditions for hostel admission... Alhamdulillah, the result was negative... today, the test was conducted once again as an added precaution, and the result was negative as well, bringing reassurance and peace of mind as Azim prepares to begin this new chapter...

Apr 4, 2022

Azim Registration at SMADATA

best wishes, Azim... may you study diligently and grow with excellence during your time at SMADATA, embracing both knowledge and character along the way... Walid and Mama will always stand by you with continuous prayers, hoping for your success not only in this world but also in the Hereafter... may Allah SWT guide your steps, grant you wisdom, and bless every effort you make on this important journey ahead...










Apr 3, 2022

RRR (Rise Roar Revolt)

RRR is an Indian Telugu‑language epic action drama film directed by S.S. Rajamouli and starring N.T. Rama Rao Jr. and Ram Charan in the lead roles, alongside Alia Bhatt and Ajay Devgn in pivotal appearances... set in pre‑independence India during the 1920s, the film presents a fictionalized story inspired by the lives of two real‑life revolutionaries who are unaware of each other’s identities and destinies... through spectacular action sequences, emotional depth, and powerful music, RRR explores themes of friendship, sacrifice, resistance, and the fight against oppression, making it not only a cinematic spectacle but also a tribute to courage and patriotism...



Intention in the Month of Ramadhan

some intentions for the blessed month of Ramadhan (translated from the intentions of Habib Umar bin Muhammad bin Hafidz)...
  • I intend to draw closer to Allah SWT during this blessed month through various means, making all my efforts sincere solely for the sake of Allah SWT, and distancing myself from any intention other than for Him...
  • I intend to follow the Sunnah of Muhammad SAW in the most complete manner...
  • I intend to maintain my congregational prayers, my Tarawih prayers, and my night prayers every night...
  • I intend to safeguard my time with remembrance from Fajr until Ishraq, and from Maghrib until Isya...
  • I intend to refrain from all forms of sinful actions such as lying, backbiting, spreading discord, and making false oaths...
  • I intend to reduce the amount of sleep during this noble month...
  • I intend to increase my seeking of forgiveness before Fajr, to humble myself, and to fully submit myself to Allah SWT...
  • I intend to pray for the ummah of Muhammad SAW...
  • I intend to increase my acts of charity...
  • I intend to observe the voluntary prayers, including Rawatib, Duha, Witr, and others...
  • I intend to increase in the remembrance of Allah SWT, keeping my tongue constantly engaged in dhikr...
  • I intend to reduce unnecessary speech...
  • I intend to do good and show kindness to my parents and family members...
  • I intend to maintain family ties and to assist my fellow Muslims...
  • I intend to remove anything that causes hardship or harm to other Muslims...
  • I intend to avoid anything that is displeasing to Allah SWT, as well as actions that are makruh...
  • I intend to increase my recitation of the Al-Quran and to reflect deeply upon its meanings...
  • I intend to serve those who are fasting by assisting them during iftar and suhoor, hoping that Allah SWT will grant me a reward equal to theirs...
  • I intend to serve the descendants of Muhammad SAW through various forms of service...
  • I make all of these intentions in alignment with the intention of Muhammad SAW, the intentions of the companions, the followers, the scholars, and the righteous...

 إلـى حـضـرة النــبي محمد صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم ... الفاتحة

Apr 2, 2022

Tarawikh

with the beginning of this year’s Tarawikh prayers, I was blessed with the opportunity to perform the prayers in congregation together with family in Jelebu, Negeri Sembilan... this moment marked a meaningful start to the month, strengthening our spiritual bond as a family while embracing the tranquillity and unity that Tarawikh brings... performing these prayers together served as a reminder of gratitude, togetherness, and the shared commitment to welcoming Ramadhan with sincerity and devotion... 




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Apr 1, 2022

A Time with Azim

Alhamdulillah, today I had the opportunity to perform the Friday prayer at Puncak Alam mosque together with Azim... it has been quite some time since we had to perform Zuhr prayers instead, due to the COVID‑19 restrictions previously in place... with the latest requirement allowing children who have completed 2 vaccine doses to attend, this moment felt especially meaningful... with Azim preparing to enter the hostel soon, the experience became even more precious... after the prayer, we headed straight to Mamu FZ, at Azim’s own request, to enjoy a plate of his favourite mee goreng mamak - a simple yet memorable way to end the day together...


Pantun Merisik - Hud Barakbah

during the merisik visit in Johor to inquire about Hud’s future partner, Abg Mahdi beautifully shared a pantun that reflected the values of Malay tradition, courtesy, and sincerity... the pantun was not merely a poetic expression, but a respectful way to convey intentions, symbolizing humility, good manners, and heartfelt hope... through these carefully chosen words, the moment was enriched with cultural depth, reminding everyone present that the journey toward marriage begins with respect, wisdom, and meaningful communication rooted in tradition...

Bad System

a bad system can destroy good people, not because they lack integrity or effort, but because the environment they are placed in slowly erodes fairness, motivation, and principle... when rules reward compliance over honesty, silence over truth, and loyalty to power over justice, even the most well‑intentioned individuals are pushed into moral conflict... over time, good people are forced to choose between survival and values, often becoming exhausted, disillusioned, or blamed for failures that were never theirs... history and everyday experiences show that when systems prioritize numbers, fear, or profit over humanity, they do not merely fail to nurture goodness - they actively crush it... this reminder urges us to look beyond individuals and examine the structures they operate in, because lasting change begins not with replacing people, but with fixing the systems that govern them...